It's that time of year when boxes of bulbs are being left in the porch - or- if you're our delivery man and catch sight of Pixie in the garden - are flung over the gate followed by a screech of tyres and the flapping of rear doors as the van and the man barely stop for breath. Pixie of course wouldn't hurt a fly but she's big and you could easily be felled to the ground by her long wagging tail. I'm grateful the boxes contain bulbs and not china from the Ming dynasty.
|Tulip Belle Epoque|
|Trude eying her rug.with the new holes in. Actually she has so many rugs I liken her to Elizabeth Taylor. She has a rug for every conceivable occasion and I expect they've all got hole in by now.|
Have to confess to a short break in Turkey which was heaven. Hot and re-charging. Made the discovery of the eating away of the fabric of our things less stressful. Meanwhile it also meant the cats could eat away at other things undisturbed.
The dahlias are still rioting in the garden, especially as I haven't been picking them whilst away. Still curious as to where all the dark ones went to.
This poem by Jamie Mc Kendrick touches on the undoing of the fabric of our heaven.
Rust and dry rot and the small-jawed moth
are our best friends and they wish us well,
undoing the fabric of our heaven.
They correspond to something inside us
that doesn't love the works our hands have made
- wire- cutters, pick-locks, saboteurs.
'Are you building a good memory to have of me?'
you once asked as though I'd just begun
a papier-mache Taj Mahal.
I keep a cardboard box of newspapers
in the cupboard so everything that's happened
is safe from pulp mills and the record-shredders
but all the while in the dark the silverfish
and woodlice are at work on the word,
its dot matrix. Living on what seems to us
dust, they profit directly from our neglighence
and attention in general only provokes
their swerving, averting or curling-up manoeuvres.
Meaning? They roll it away and break it down
into unrecombinable fragments
like fatigue in our metal or cancer in concrete.